Choices

Choices, we all have a lot of them in our lives and yeah I also find two choices in my life and believe me when I say both would have caused immense pain, so being me I chose the one where it already hurt the most and now when I look back at it, it looks like the only choice. Some things just happen and then cause pain, that is what happened and I hated the most when the goal I told people at the start about, they forgot that, according to them I became that I feared I would become and I am tired too so now I do not even clear. I idolized some people but there is something even above them, my hard work, I respect my hard work and cannot hear a word against it and most of my good memories are doing hard work while singing a song so when you question that very thing and in seconds disrupt something that took me months than I am no longer gonna idolize you, though I will never disrespect you.

Choices, there cannot be a right one because we are always gonna wonder what was on the other side, how it would have unfolded but that is all that is theories. The truth is this is the choice you made and cannot run away from the consequences, I know that you are tired, under the workload and maybe things are not gonna recover, we have lost many friends in the path but you cannot turn. I know that you are not able to fight but your choice offers you no other way out.

You have already entered the battlefield and there is no turning back. Isolate the thoughts that trouble you and just fight.