Fear

This Fear makes me do terrible things,

This Fear makes me do a ton of things.

Seems like that not me this fear controls me,

I go beyond my limits because of this fear.

The Fear of the future,

I am spoiling my today because of it.

This Fear satisfies me,

This Fear give me peace,

This Fear make me realise my contribution,

But it stops me.

Fear of starting something new,

Fear of doing something different,

Fear of thinking about someone,

Fear of not thinking about someone.

I think its like a loophole.

I want to defeat this fear,

I want to end this loophole,

I want to control it,

I want to use it.

This fear… it scares me everyday

Everyday, everywhere it defeats me.

I try to stop it everyday,

And will try.